bitter, bitter and bitter

i have cried for 2 nights...
dun know why...
just can accept too much sadness...
very very upset...
i dun know why...
突然发了很大的脾气，把家里的东西往地上丢...
就好像一个神经婆酱...
but i dun know why i be like tat,
having bad mood...
wrote this to someone before
"哭了，却没人听见，感觉很不好受，很辛苦，很讨厌"
thanks to someone who care me...
thank you!
but sometimes...
i won sad a while de...
because it's too deep for me...
never being like tat before...
hope i ll be ok soon...=(